2003-07-30 - 7:08 a.m.

Wouldn't you know it?

I haven't been to work in a few weeks (not since the puking episode there) but since my body knew I was going to have to be up this morning to prepare for work-ie:pantyhose, curling iron, dress-I not only didn't sleep for shit but it's thundering like someone's going to drop a house here. So there goes the curling iron plan, will go staight and limp (for all you pervies out there, I'm sure you'll see something in that little line (: heh heh heh) but still have to do the pantyhose thing because once again I am fighting the pants demon. You don't know the pants demon? He's the little jerk who makes the waists small and the hips ginormous so when you are losing weight, sizes that once fit don't now. I played the damned wardrobe conundrum game for a few hours last night and finally settled on something that actually fits and damn it all if I'm going to let Mother Nature stop me. The G isn't planning to leave for work until 8ish which meant I could have slept in, had I been able to sleep in the first place. Nothing but tossing and turning all night only to wake up at 6fucking30 to his alarm so he could get up, pee, and then go back to bed. Once I pee, that's it-I'm up.

Going to be a long day...work, get my shot, sit with my mother while she donates platelets (am going to have to let the apheresis gal know I'm not allowed to donate in October after all) and then grocery shop with her afterwards. Platelets take a good couple of hours so I'm hoping I'll have time to change my clothes. I don't want to have to sit in a dress (and a shorter one at that) any longer than I have to.

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